写作应当是种内在需要——不写会死，听着很矫情，其实就是这样。There is absolutely no point
There is absolutely no point in sitting down to write a book unless you feel that you must write that book, or else go mad, or die. ~ Robertson Davies
没话找话说，是自虐+虐别人。
但是，从另一方面说，即使有了内在需要，写作还是一种非常非常辛苦的事。
“If you have to find devices to coax yourself to stay focused on writing, perhaps you should not be writing what you’re writing. And if this lack of motivation is a constant problem, perhaps writing is not your forte. I mean, what is the problem? If writing bores you, that is pretty fatal. If that is not the case, but you find that it is hard going and it just doesn’t flow, well, what did you expect? It is work; art is work.” ~Ursula K. LeGuin
我又来了，我真讨厌：）My stories, run up and bite me on the leg, I resp
My stories, run up and bite me on the leg, I respond by writing down everything that goes on during the bite. When I finish, the idea lets go and runs off. ~ Ray Bradbury
写作是一件非常费神的事，是心静才能写作，还是写着写着心就静了？
我费了很多神写的字，以为很壮观的一堆字幅了，结果一看，篇幅短小。
写作是耐力的训练。我耐着性子写着。你说我怎么会喜欢呢？不痛快嘛。所以我一直很佩服咚咚咚划出一大片字数的人。
那么象我这个性的人写作会是怎样呢？那么我肯定是有一堆写作历程的经验之谈了。
我还是不懂，为什么有人真心的喜欢写作。那么我是三心二意的吗？总之我还是挺佩服文学创作的人，那么我要创作也是一种向往，因为自己难做到而努力去做。
是自我挑战。
那么挑战是一种热爱吗？很多人在自己热爱的领域会做出一番自己满意的成就。如果说挑战不是一种热爱，那么最起码挑战是一种积极的状态，也是非常自然的。那是一种动力，或许也代表了一种勇气。而且自我挑战是最没有杀伤力的战斗。
那么执着就是考验一个人的耐力了。
刚刚又看了一眼小说，又补充更正了一下。小说是不能急于求成，它需要沉淀，哪怕很短时间的沉淀，也会对作者产生要求，那就是精益求精的要求。这里我想到了一些语言文字表达，当要表达一种想法意见时，那是需要深思熟虑的。深思熟虑意味着多种表达条件的成熟。那是一种精确的表达，有态度，有学识，有情怀。
我坐在后院阳台上木椅旁，今天的天气好极了，是我最喜欢的温差。阳光灿烂，和风明丽。后院的花都开了，眼底姹紫嫣红，耳边鸟鸣婉转。我爱大自然，人文写作费了我太多精神了。
写于2/24/20
当然我的规模称不上写作，我也不想叫它写作。我写日记主要目的有两个，一是抒发，想抒发的时候不抒发不舒服，是个疏通的渠道，二是给以后留下一些生活的细节记忆。 只有想写时才写， 想写的时候创造一些条件让自己写成。迄今为止还好，没有觉得是负担。
There is absolutely no point in sitting down to write a book unless you feel that you must write that book, or else go mad, or die. ~ Robertson Davies
没话找话说，是自虐+虐别人。
但是，从另一方面说，即使有了内在需要，写作还是一种非常非常辛苦的事。
“If you have to find devices to coax yourself to stay focused on writing, perhaps you should not be writing what you’re writing. And if this lack of motivation is a constant problem, perhaps writing is not your forte. I mean, what is the problem? If writing bores you, that is pretty fatal. If that is not the case, but you find that it is hard going and it just doesn’t flow, well, what did you expect? It is work; art is work.” ~Ursula K. LeGuin
My stories, run up and bite me on the leg, I respond by writing down everything that goes on during the bite. When I finish, the idea lets go and runs off. ~ Ray Bradbury
“大略如行云流水，初无定质，但常行于所当行，常止于所不可不止，文理自然，姿态横生。”
不用太逼自己，想写时就就写，不想写就撂了。。我是这样的。：）