Perhaps in these two consecutive noons, there were two moments that were nearly a perfect match with all subtleties (so-called a deja vu ). You are here reporting the environment when this happened with specific attention to its details, which might be just suggesting this scenario .
I have noticed that a child's memory can be twofold. It is very vivid, or it can easily slip away. I realized the later case upon watching TV news: A child was asked what he would say to his friends when he sees them again in school after Covid19. He said: I haven't seen them for so long, I don't remember what they look like.
儿时的记忆中有一个非常清晰,不是梦境却无法用现实解释的记忆:我在一天中过了两个中午。
西北老家小院老屋前面先是有3米宽整齐的砖头砌的地面,然后是一排5棵小榆树隔着院子里的各种花草。我就喜欢蹲在榆树边看花看草看蚂蚁昆虫。清晰记得过了中午进家吃了午饭,出来接着玩又重新开始过了第二个中午,记忆持续到第二次中午过后的黄昏时刻。
记不清当时是几岁,也记不清从几岁开始有这个记忆。但就是清晰的无法否认。曾和身边亲近的人提起过,但没人理解,也没人评论。就这么孤独的陪伴着这个记忆,时不时的想起,时不时想找答案。
最近一次去机场接从中国回来的妈妈,在计算时差时突然觉得时差似乎无法解释这个记忆的时空时效性,却可以解释它的逻辑:同一天下午三点从北京起飞的飞机到达加州正是同一天上午11点,这不就是同一天过两个中午的实例吗?
记录下我这个牵强的解释,留一个Mark给这个孤独的儿时记忆。
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开始重复,第二次过到下午黄昏时意识到咋过了两次中午。没有其他细节
歪解勿怪。:)
4岁之前会记得很多这样时空旅行的记忆,大约类似佛家的阿赖耶识吧。
我就记得我小时候在我家后面菜园子花圃那里见过一条小龙样的动物,还有一个老婆把我穿的一只小红鞋交给小龙,他们俩一起走了、、、、大人都不相信,但是当时我的确只有一只脚上有红鞋,另外一只鞋子就莫名其妙地丢了,他们房前屋后也没找到。
当时你有着迷的想其他人吗 - 比如其他和你年龄相仿但是很吸引人的小孩,或者其他人,或者童话之类里面不是现实的人物?
Perhaps in these two consecutive noons, there were two moments that were nearly a perfect match with all subtleties (so-called a deja vu ). You are here reporting the environment when this happened with specific attention to its details, which might be just suggesting this scenario .
I have noticed that a child's memory can be twofold. It is very vivid, or it can easily slip away. I realized the later case upon watching TV news: A child was asked what he would say to his friends when he sees them again in school after Covid19. He said: I haven't seen them for so long, I don't remember what they look like.
曾经有一段时间觉得自己在儿时被外星人愚弄了一下, LOL