Because I hate what's going on in China right now. I hate that I'm stuck in Istanbul right now under self-quarantine, wondering with every tickle in my throat whether I have the virus and how many deaths that would mean I'll be responsible for because I wasn't careful enough when I fled my home in China. I hate that I've been silent my whole life while all around me there are people now subjected to the depths of hell because of that same silence that I so passively chose my whole life.
I signed it just to see that number rise one more. I signed it because I watched Feng Bin trapped in his home with the police outside, scared out of his mind yet still defiant. Because in those final moments with his world crumbling around him, he chose truth. He chose to stand by his values over everything else in the world. With the goliath of governance bearing down on him and the certainty of failure against such enormous power, he chose change.
I know the Whitehouse doesn't give a shit about this issue. I know this won't drive them to action. But I've thought every day since Qiushi went missing about the impossibility of their fight. I've thought every moment about my silence and the cost of it I can't ever possibly calculate. And so I just want that number to go up. I just want to be reminded that I'm not alone. I want to be reminded in the rage I feel of every moment about what's transpiring and the anguish I have over being so impossibly small and insignificant, that I'm not alone.
And that will keep me going each day. That will keep me going each time I can't help but confront the insurmountable enormity of the evil I wish to change in this world. Because maybe if that number gets big enough, someone else will believe what I believe, and someone else will be that change too.
再来一个我最喜欢的美女吉他手的video，她曲子的难度很适合我，曾经花钱买她的谱子。
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Feb 14, 2020
Because I hate what's going on in China right now. I hate that I'm stuck in Istanbul right now under self-quarantine, wondering with every tickle in my throat whether I have the virus and how many deaths that would mean I'll be responsible for because I wasn't careful enough when I fled my home in China. I hate that I've been silent my whole life while all around me there are people now subjected to the depths of hell because of that same silence that I so passively chose my whole life.
I signed it just to see that number rise one more. I signed it because I watched Feng Bin trapped in his home with the police outside, scared out of his mind yet still defiant. Because in those final moments with his world crumbling around him, he chose truth. He chose to stand by his values over everything else in the world. With the goliath of governance bearing down on him and the certainty of failure against such enormous power, he chose change.
I know the Whitehouse doesn't give a shit about this issue. I know this won't drive them to action. But I've thought every day since Qiushi went missing about the impossibility of their fight. I've thought every moment about my silence and the cost of it I can't ever possibly calculate. And so I just want that number to go up. I just want to be reminded that I'm not alone. I want to be reminded in the rage I feel of every moment about what's transpiring and the anguish I have over being so impossibly small and insignificant, that I'm not alone.
And that will keep me going each day. That will keep me going each time I can't help but confront the insurmountable enormity of the evil I wish to change in this world. Because maybe if that number gets big enough, someone else will believe what I believe, and someone else will be that change too.
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