给娃读书时候忍不住失声痛哭，老二用小胖手摸摸我的下巴，mommy，are you Ok！嗯，are you sad？ 嗯！ why？我不知道怎么回答！你能抱抱妈妈么？抱抱，老大也来抱抱！ 再次忍不住失声痛哭！are you sad？why？不知道怎么回答！我想是我没有得到想要的！then、what do you want？ I guess i want happiness、but i did not get it！
Let mommy ask you a question？
do you like the mommy when mommy was scremming？ NOOO！ Sorry i was screamming loud！
do you like the way mommy and daddy talk？ NOOO， i don't like you guys fighting each other and talk loud。
Sorry！😢 读完书、关灯睡觉！黑暗中, 老大说 mmomy are you OK now？ do you feel better？Yes、thanks，i am feeling better now。
Let mommy ask you a question？
do you like the mommy when mommy was scremming？
NOOO！
Sorry i was screamming loud！
do you like the way mommy and daddy talk？
NOOO， i don't like you guys fighting each other and talk loud。
Sorry！😢
读完书、关灯睡觉！黑暗中, 老大说 mmomy are you OK now？ do you feel better？Yes、thanks，i am feeling better now。
在跟老大老二的对话中我不敢正视他们的眼睛！
只在纪念我意识到，脸上不再有笑容的这一天！