实验项目主要是通过V2K（Voice over Skull）即脑控和在街上游戏（就是在街上有一 些不认识的人对你说一些或重复一些你认为只有你才知道的事和想法）来影响和控制及改变你。我记得我第一次的V2K经历是在沙省大学的第二年。第一年的学习还是非常成 功的。绝大部分课程我都拿到了90-100分的成绩。 最开始是有一次在学校室内体育馆和同学打篮球的时候，在比赛中突然我不知不觉的就停下来了，然后我听到从屋顶传来的一个40岁左右男子的声音。声音告诉我“don’t go to the US”不要去美国。我当时万分震惊，呆在那里了片刻。之后看了一下周围，发现周围的同学们还在打球，没有人有任何异常的反应。当时我也很无知，对心理，心理疾病，V2K和宗教几乎是一无所知，也无法理解，只好继续和其他同学一起打球了。 但我还是清楚地记得当时我不由自主的看了一下我的前上方发现有一个中年西方女子站在二楼的看台上一直在看着我。 大约在两周以后在同一个体育馆的不同侧，我和其它3个同学一起在打手球比赛。虽然 我是第一次打手球，但不知如何我的投掷力量非常之大，从很远的地方就可以击中铁栏框并把很大的铁框栏打到移位。当时大家都十分惊奇。比赛完后还有一个同学对我说你的手力真大，我们下次一定邀请你一起玩。记得当时在比赛中我向我前上方二楼的看台不知不觉的看了几次，发现同一个中年女子一直地在很严肃的在注视着我。之后好像我再也没有见到这名女子了。 从那开始，我开始不时的听到静静的V2K声音，有时好像在我脑海里突然出现了一个念 头或想法，但我也无法区别是我自己的还是别人告诉我的。我对脑控是一无所知，所以我认为是自己的。有一个声音告诉我加拿大是这里这么好，你一定要留下来。另外一次告诉我需要像婴儿一样从头学起。此后的一天我突然觉得头脑里一阵麻木，好像做了一个脑切除手术，之后我被声音告知并感觉到我的部分头脑不在能使用了，即我之前的经历和经验都无法回溯或使用。就好像一个空的，大婴儿的脑子。我只能根据直接重新进行重复性的学习。 从那开始，我开始注意到身体和头脑中的各种改变。我变得笨拙并且经常会出一些躯体方面的小事故。头脑里我也不再考虑有关考第一的目标了。我也不再和其他留学生一样花很多时间在学习上了。我开始对北美文化非常感兴趣，如像如何和本地人对话，如何融入主流社会和提高我的英语水平，这包括在深夜追看无数小时的晚间电视节目，主要包括一些和性及性概念有关系的，及很边缘理念的电影和节目。 结果第二年的学习成绩直线下降。其他的留学同学说我也不去图书馆了但他们并不知道为什么。从与其他留学生好友同住的地方搬了出去，从一个加拿大本地人的家到另外一个，并搬到了主要是本地学生的学生宿舍，虽然很不自在也很贵和麻烦，但头脑里出现了我应该在有限的时间内最大化我学语言和文化的效果的念头。我同时也突然发现我不再能集中精神，特别是上课时。即使在有限的学习时间，我也很难有效的学习。这个好像和抑郁症初期的状况很像，但抑郁症不会听到声音（幻听）。现在知道这是insiders某些操作造成的结果。另外我的家庭史中从来没有成员得过精神方面的疾病。并且在一年前是我还是非常健康的。 因为只有非常有限的思维技能和认知能力，我好想就像一个野蛮人一样活着。之后我被一些研究生大学录取了，但他们绝大多数是根据我在中国大学的背景和我在萨省第一年的成绩，当然也包括我在第二年刚开始即在实验才开始时就考的GRE的不错的成绩（数 学是满分800，其他两个一般）。 Insiders一直在关注着我的一切。我记得有一天晚上我正在教室门口在等待上机时，有一个很漂亮的但陌生的西方年轻女子突然走过来对我说你很聪明，但英文是你的问题。你是不是也希望将来能在主流社会上表演一下（make a swing in the main stream） 。一直到现在我还记得她和她的声音特别是她的话。之后在美国和其它地方也不时的听见她的声音和真人。但我们从没有直接对话过。她只是通过在一边和其它人说来向我传递信息。或通过V2K和我说。 在这之后，我的精神状况一路下降，从一所学校转到另一所学校，在不同的地方被用于不同的实验，造成不同的后果。这一切都在insiders的看不见的控制下。直到之后我出现了真正的精神奔溃。Insiders从来都没有介入，如找医生或送我进医院治疗等。我想他们也想观察一下自然的发展过程。从西方医学和学术的角度来讲，任何没见过的案例都是珍贵的资料。
My Story with the Insiders (Mind Control or MK Ultra) Steven Dai (2010 flushing NY family reality show host) 9/12/2019 in CA
2010 Disaster in Flushing
I was the family reality show host in year 2010 in Flushing, New York, which was busted during live broadcasting because I found out on the show in real time and possibly the planned last episode that I were in the show without myself knowing it. My family and some other insiders were acting together and had staged everything. But I somehow believe until now my family members probably still don’t know some of the truth, for example, the true nature of the insiders and the actual methods they used and many details of my past. Because of shock to the public and the large number of insiders involved, the then government put a gag order on it. On my side, I was locked into Queen’s County mental hospital first without my consent, and without bringing me to a judge as required by law. I believe they planned to somehow let me lose the memory but because of the rather experimental mental procedures they used I had a psychotic relapse. After out of hospital, while both hearing voices as schizophrenic symptoms and V2K (voice over skull) by insiders, I managed to flee to Vancouver Canada first and then to my birth country China. During my stay in Canada and China, some people told me something about what were going on about the reality show. After spending several years working and living in China I eventually came back to the U.S. At the time some people in China told me it is impossible to win your case in the American court. But I believe ultimately this case is American people’s call, no matter how many generations it takes. Plus, there is a new government so I might get a better chance. Then I landed a programmer’s job in CA to support myself. During the past a couple of years, I was able to have some normal thinking without much interruption. I think the special thing in my case is that the public knew the show but not necessary the insiders and their technology as well as my past. I have to explain why I waited so long and how I found out the insiders eventually. In 2010, as I witnessed that there were people crying all over the place especially in the mental hospital after the event was first broken out, I felt sorry for bringing many innocent people into this men made disaster. Not knowing how insiders work and not even knowing or realizing their existence for sure, on the basic survival instinct I decided that I’d just have to run away and find some place start over. Of course, the insiders knew all this, even as I am writing now.
As I am moving around from place to place to find a refuge and hoping to avoid the insiders through yielding, begging and constant running away, I’ ve finally realized that it is impossible to get away from them without a fight. A slave will not be freed without bloodshed. So this is the moment of telling all to set myself free. Why me, when it started, how long it lasted, how does it work? How many people are involved and how am I doing All these questions will be answered. Actually to some people, it is already an open secret as I had travelled and stayed in many countries since 2010 and in some places I stayed very long, the local authorities might have already got a copy through whatever means or similar means. For something I am the one last to know and for other things the public is the last to know. But truth shall eventually set me (us) free.
Why me and when it all started I entered Vancouver Canada in 1984 on an ESL (English as Second Language) student visa from China after finished my University education in Guangzhou China from a second tier college when I was 19 years old. At the time I didn’t have any political background or preference, nor had any interests in politics. The first couple years in Vancouver was ok since I was busy learning the new language and fitting in the brand new environment and preparing for a university in an entirely different system. Then I got accepted by University of Saskatchewan in Canada in 1986 and I planned to send three years to finish the study. It was there I was firstly gotten noticed and possibly chipped by the insiders as an experiment. Although I have never been told and why I was singled out and selected, I suspect there are few possible reasons: 1. I was doing quite well in academic classes as a math and computer combined major. I was largely inspired by a Chinese Canadian (CBC) student who won the governor general’s medal in University of British Columbia while I was in Vancouver BC. There is only one graduate in whole university could have such honor, that is, the student graduated with the highest average GPA. I was aiming at that goal. Although somehow I might not get it due to technicality since it’s only for the first undergraduate degree and I was studying towards my second undergraduate degrees, I was not sure if my Chinese degree on a different subject would impede. At the time university students in China were psychologically better off than many people there regardless the background and economic situation, simply because getting into the university in China then was very competitive. So I was not having any psychological barriers for getting an academic award or had any suspicion that it could cause any problem, at least the university encouraged all students to compete. But insiders have complete background and agenda from the education institutions. Out of self respect, when out with Canadian students (including my friends and relatives from a different cultural background) and when they criticized either Chinese government or China in general, I didn’t follow them as they expected, but neither did I argue. In the same token, while I was still in the university in China, since I came from a rather remote and really less developed city and was studying in then the most open and advanced coastal city, however, when one time a local student started to purposely compare two cities in front of me and belittled, which of course, all he said were factual, somehow I still argued with him pretty fiercely. At the result, I didn’t realize that this personal trait could cause any conflict as I naively believed that it was a pretty free and open society, at least on the surface, that is, nobody really bothered me on the street. But the first reason could be that they wanted to distract and stop me from achieving my goal of getting the medal because of my being perceived certain attitudes.
2. The second reason could be that because my mother immigrated to the US separately when I was still in the university in China and most of my closed relatives from both sides of my parents were outside the mainland due to historical reasons. My mother was trying to get my father and sister to come to the U.S desperately at the time. The insiders might have believed that I most likely will never go back to China so it was safe to do human experiments on me since nobody nor Chinese government would find out. The experiments involved belief and behavior modification, cultural adaptation and language learning as well as social, cultural and racial interactions since in Canada at the time Chinese was the top visible minority group, besides native Indian people. And also it happened to collide with the time of the height of cold war where the insiders were conducting many other social and psychological experiments like MK Ultra, especially on university campus. Most of the subjects were Canadian or American citizens.
3. Some other personal traits like I was quite fit and tall in Asian standard. Although with the limited vocabulary, somehow I spoke English without much accent at the time.
The program interacted with me mostly through V2K (Voice over Skull) and street theater (People around me say things to influence or confuse or intimidate you). I remembered my first V2K experience occurred during the start of my second years in the university. The first academic year was a really success since I got 90-100 marks on almost all the courses I had taken. At the time I was playing basketball in a roof-covered university gym. During the playing, I suddenly stopped with no reason and immediately heard an around 40 years old male’s voice from above (possible as high as the ceiling of the gym which was about 3-4 floors high). The voice told me “don’t go to the U.S”. I was stunned for a while and I then looked around and noticed that there was a middle aged woman on the balcony of the second floor looking at me, but no other players seemed affected or noticed in any way. At the time, I knew nothing about psychology, V2k or hallucination or religion etc, so I couldn’t figure out anything. I just simply ignored it and carried on playing. About a couple of weeks after in the same gym I was playing handball match with several friends. At the time for some unknown reason my hand throws were so strong and powerful and every throw I made hit the iron made goal post and actually shook and moved the mental post. I remembered all my friends were marveled at my strength. (Now I knew I was hypnotized). During the play, for some reason I looked up at the upfront balcony several times and found the same middle aged woman appeared there as before and watched my playing with a serious facial expression for quite a while. From that time on, I started to hear silent V2K voices on and off, that is, the voice seemed from inside my brain and it was hard to know if it was a sudden idea/thought of my own or a foreign voice. Again I didn’t know anything about mind control or mental illness symptoms, so I assume it’s my own. One voice said that here in Canada is so nice and I should try to live here. To do that I need to relearn everything from the start just like an infant. Then one day after that I suddenly had this numb sensation in certain part of my brain, almost like a lobotomy, then I was told and actually felt my previous experience was inaccessible and I had to relearn everything with no previous knowledge reference or much reasoning skill, just using my instinct and to do rote learning, that is, much like a big infant. Shortly after, I started to have some noticeable changes both physically and mentally. Physically I started to become somewhat clumsy and accidental prone. Psychologically I no longer cared about getting the academic medal. And I no longer spent all the time to study, like most other overseas students. Instead I was more interested in the Western culture in general, like how to talk to a western person, fit in the mainstream culture, and improve my language skills. This included watching countless hours of main stream TV or late night shows which included many strong sexual references or fringe ideas. A lot of ideas were eye-opening for me, as a person from an entire different cultural background in term of the attitude and acceptance towards religion and other fringe behaviors as well. As the consequence, my academic scores dropped dramatically in the second year. Fellow students commended that I no longer go to library to study but they didn’t know why. I moved out and away from shared place with my overseas student friends and lived on my own, moving from one Canadian family to another or dormitory with mostly local students continuously, upon the v2k suggestion that I maximized my time to learn as much culture as possible in the limited time window. In addition, mentally I suddenly realized that I could no longer concern well, especially in class. Even with the limited study time I could hardly learn anytime while reading. It was similar to a typical first sign of depression. But depression doesn’t have symptoms like hearing voices. Now I am sure it was resulted from the insiders’ experimental procedures since both my parents’ families don’t have any kind of mental illness history and I was quite happy and did quite well during my first year there. One evening as I was waiting outside a classroom, a young and beautiful Western lady approached me out of blue and for no reason she started to talk to me and said you are smart. The problem is your English. You want to have a chance to swing in the main stream，do you. Of course I was kind of speechless at the time. Later in many occasions I ran into her in real person or in V2K but I never directly talked to her. Mostly she talked to other insiders aside of me to communicate with me like street theater. Of course, they are few others who I encountered in the same way directly. As to why after many instances I still couldn’t realize that I was followed, to be honest, as I asked or was told by quite few other coworkers or friends that it was kind of expected that you were been monitored in some way because of your background and they knew everything you do here in any western country. So I never really consciously commit any fraud largely due to this reason. But I never dreamed it could ever come to me this way especially in my own bedroom. With my limited reasoning skill and cognitive ability, I lived like a barbarian for quite a while. Later I got accepted by a few graduate schools, mostly based on my undergraduate degree from China and the first year good score in the Canadian university. Plus I already took GRE at the beginning or mid of the second year when the experiments was just started. I did pretty well with Math subject (full 800) but average on other two subjects. But without the degree from China, I wouldn’t be able to be accepted by any graduate school. Obviously, the insiders monitored all my moves and mental conditions, but they didn’t say anything and I suspect and they let and wanted it happen on me for some reason I will not mention here. I finally had a mental breakdown in year 1992 when I was in graduate school in Waterloo. From the beginning of 1988 to the end of 1992, it was four years of inhuman mental torture and inhuman experimentation without any consideration of my well being. During this process, nobody ever suggested me to go to see a mental professional to get help or sent me to a hospital. It would be so easy for them to do so. But they just watched me deteriorated day by day and continued to use V2k on me. Some years later I learned in western medicine or research, all rare cases are always good studies, as no matter how bad it goes, it always provides some valuable so called scientific records or insights. I was eventually sent to a mental hospital in Beijing by my mother since there was no one in North America can help me out and I happened to have an Aunt in Beijing whom I knew and lived with for a while I was young and her family offered help to find a hospital and take care of me. Till now, there are so many things happened in between, I always regard them as nobles. Of course nobody outside the insiders knew anything about this kind and people in China and doctors were pretty naïve about the mind control technology since china was pretty backward at the time. And I knew nothing much either so everyone assumed that because of mental pressures, like study, immigration and family pressure, I just had a mental breakdown. After I was treated I should just go back and carry on achieving my American dream. Of course, I was told that I have to take the medication for rest of my life.
Looking back, that’s the part of the experiments I could never forgive the insiders. No explanation could let them escape the judgment and justice in any human or divine courts.
After I went back to the university, I graduated and found a job and eventually moved to the U.S. During all this time, the insiders still watched me and v2k me from time to time and carried on the various social experiments, although I never had similar brain lobotomy like feeling or instance again. Also out of some unknown reason, I was so determined to overcome the mental health problem I started to spend all my spare time to read and study psychology, psychiatry knowledge. As the result, my language skill improved a lot and it became somewhat a factor in the event happened later. Eventually there was this reality show. I think in some way they also used my family with possible whatever mental or v2k technology, used their social and economical poverty as starting point, abused family internal problems like sibling conflicts etc and eventually enticed them with money and fame to sell me out. It ended with a disaster with a lot of people knowing the truth or part of the truth, at least the fake of the reality show. But the insiders still fool people about the existence of the V2k technology. During this process, while still without knowing exactly how V2k works or even certain the existence of it, my instinct told me that it is not right to have some kind of control over anyone anywhere. So I ran from country to country to avoid v2k, only found out wherever I went, the insiders trespassed and followed me with v2k.I Many times I looked like a fool since I couldn’t figure out how it worked or simply couldn’t believe the synthetic telepathic like technology or V2K could actually have already existed. At the time I reasoned that they most likely hypnotized me earlier and played back later. As an avid Star Trek fan, I have seen many imaged high tech on the show. One of them was beaming a person from the ship instantly to the planet surface using the concept of transmitting and reconstructing entire human structure. Another is of course the telepathy which appeared numerous times, like brain to brain remote communicating directly though thoughts. It is kind of counter intuitive but the assumption is that these sci-fi ideas have to be impossible to exist in the current world since it is demonstrated or you automatically think as something could happen only in the very far future. The knowledge actually backfired on me. The other question people might ask is what kind of questions they asked you. I know they can ask me questions during my sleeping or being hypnotized and I couldn’t remember or recall after wakeup. I know this because in one street theater case, a couple while passing by me, one said that he couldn’t remember what asked during the dream. One reason for them to do that is when you are in an unconscious state, like in the sleep when you can’t control your mind or tell lies, so whatever you said could be always true. But nothing is 100%. For example, you can just change your mind or reasoning just about any time. Sometimes for some questions they repeat to me when I am fully conscious. One question is that some people want to freeze their while alive to preserve themselves until one day when people can find a way to live forever then be awake. They told me my answer was that when people found a way living forever you might just look like a monkey to them. He then said that they need ideas like this. In another case a voice called himself keeper, a black belt, asked me or discussed with me about the creation, existence of alien or purpose etc rather philosophical questions. I guess that they didn’t really expect me to say something they didn’t already know. But I do think any new idea, useful or not, could be potentially valuable. Of course, sometimes they are just bored and try to have some fun. But all these at my expense, like my time and energy without being paid. I have no control or don’t know how to stop them since they just use V2K to directly post thoughts inside my brain. This kind of full blown communication only started several days before the reality show got busted while I was trying to run to Canada from Flushing, before it was just here and there. It carries on since till now. Now I am glad I finally got the truth, mainly from the internet of other TIs and some part from insiders themselves in an effort in keep me from further running away.
How does V2K (Voice over Skull or synthetic telepathy) work
Insiders never told me the exact way the technology works and there are many hypotheses among fellow TIs, from brain chip to brain cell mutation. Below are my best analysis so far based my personal experience and readings.
It has to involve how to silently communicate with you, i.e. without normal human voice, in both ways. You receive the info and your thinking received by the outside, most likely through a device. It is difficult to perceive at the beginning and that’s why it takes me around 8 years to finally accept this cruel fact, even through with countless hours and encounters with the insiders using these technology even as we speak. Luckily, through the internet, the advancement in these areas in public starts to spread now, no longer limited to the secret research labs. Of course, a lot of it is due to the commercial concerns. Thanks to Elon Mask, his startup is at the forefront of this technology for the mass. Basically he claims that one version is un-intrusive. If a person wears a mask with a lot of sensors on your heads, assuming no more than 100 sensors, through collected data, the computer could figure out what you are thinking, like I am thinking of an apple or a pear. This has been advertised and demonstrated in main media outlets like CBS 60 minutes. Although the reporter at the time saw it as really incredible, somehow I don’t believe she thought it was real, like most people because it is simply almost unthinkable to make this leap. The main reasons are: 1. The human being is so complicated, especially brain itself, as we are brain washed that humans are incredible smart so the brain must be very sophisticated. But so is the space, where people are going to be sent to Mars sooner or later in the not very far future. It’s really comparable in terms of scientific efforts, considering all factors. 2. Human skulls are natural shields so it’s impossible for whatever signals inside brain to emit outside the skull. But this also could be falsely conceived, since we can use a cell phone to receive the signal from the cell tower many miles away, doesn’t matter how many buildings in between, why not brain wave in very short range? After all, we do have EEG (electroencephalogram) machines to record your brain waves to analyze your sleep patterns, and other machines to see the activeness of your brain cells from outside the skull. Assuming the signals could be magnified many folds after reaching the surface, it is not unconceivable to be detected remotely without wearing a head mask. 3. I agree remote detection might be a bit stretch. For example, if so, why such amplifier is not widely used in medical settings, saving both money and time. If such remote amplifier is not there yet, there is another option which is not too far either, that is, a simple purposed chip could be inserted into the brain surrounding area, like anywhere above neck etc, the sole purpose is just to amplify any brain signals. Such simply function chip could be made very small, given nowadays some very complicated devices could be made in nano size. 4. If extracting your EEG is possible, injecting simulated EEG back to your brain should be easier, assuming by now someone already have your brain map, all needed is the combination of addresses and strength. 5. Although brain itself is big, the actually perception area is actually quite small, so mapping it point by point is probably not that bad. The rest can be given to super computer to work out all the details. 6. I think the most difficult thing is to believe if it is possible a chip could be inserted into your body without your notice and you can live with it somewhat normally. I actually have a relative who had some kind brain surgery to cure some brain problem like epilepsy, so a small metal post (don’t know the size) had to be inserted into his brain. As the result, every time he passes the airport security check, the alarm always goes off because of it. But he lives normally and unnoticeably. 7. As the end result, any one could sit in front of the computer anywhere communicate with and control you. 8. After they figure out what you are thinking and responding, the other part might just be low tech, like using standard and classical behavior modification methods, including hypnotics, gas lighting etc. 9. One trick is after they heard your thinking, they simply have someone knock or insert a sound back to your brain like a knocking sound at every end of your sentences. It also could be bird beeping or car honking etc. Sooner or later you will notice the strange patterns of the noise and you become confused or afraid because you couldn’t figure out why it happens so accurately exactly at the end of sentences every time. It could literally drive you crazy. In my case, they have used it from 30 years ago till now. 10. The injected EEG could be at any strength, as gentle as whispering, or as hard as electrical shock feeling, which could actually make you jump and freeze momentarily or prolonging. 11. Elon Mask claims the second version of the synthetic telepathic device involves embedding a computer chip inside the human subject’s brain.
Again Life in Saskatoon with another Group
This is really the place all things were changed for me. Not only I ran into insiders but also my real first full encounters with a completely new culture and new faces. I think at beginning everything was fine since I studied well and lived normally. At the time I was the only undergraduate student from China, although they were a lot graduate students from China already and many other foreign graduate students from other countries like India and Pakistan. I mainly studied with fellow students from Hong Kong and shared place with a good friend Sung from Malaysia. He happened to speak both good Chinese and English. Although there were a lot of new things to be learned, I generally enjoyed my newly found freedom and learning opportunities. I didn’t actually have a plan to stay or work after graduation what so ever except I wanted to get a higher degree like Masters. But really I was just enjoying the movement. There were many students from Hong Kong, just like today a lot of foreign students from China. Many of them just came to get an education because of Hong Kong was quite well off or affluent at the time. But the regular local students didn’t know much about the Asia in general, although a lot of them did spend summer in Europe and in the U.S, not that different from now. A lot of Hong Kong and other Asian students had very good knowledge about the west despite the various cultural differences. But for most Chinese from mainland, didn’t matter how many English novels or literatures you had read in China since they were really pretty ancient western civilization and it was already height of Star Trek age in the West. So I might just be as oblivious to all these huge social and culture gaps as other Chinese students and passing on to the next stage in life without too much change. However two things happened as I met two groups of people almost simultaneously but separately, which I think were quite accidental. One was insiders and the other was a religious group called campus crusade for Christ, a quite devoted campus student religious group. Although majority of local students were western religion belief based like in many other places, they were not regular church goers. I assumed they would rather hang out with their friends instead of attending bible study. So these crusaders were a bit different, although they didn’t look different from the rest of the students in any way. One day, one crusader Dennis approached me on the campus and passed me a pamphlet about their ministry. He found out that I was a foreign student from China but I don’t believe he knew much about various Asian cultures and countries except the fact that China was a communist country. Nevertheless I guess most local students didn’t know much about that either except in concept since it was quite far from the western society and life. They were busy to study, graduate, find loved ones and find a good job and happy thereafter just like their parents. Knowing other additional culture was really not much value nor is understanding people from there since no networking and business benefits or necessity. As the result, most Asian students were naturally left along and be together. Dennis then told me something about religion and asked me how I feel as well as invited me to attend a Church service on Sunday or attend a bible study they held regularly. I was a bit afraid at the start since besides school related and required interactions, no western student or person, male or female, ever approached me in life settings until then, plus the new concept of religion which I knew literally nothing about. Out of politeness I said something like I was busy or I didn’t have a car but finally I decided to agree with him. He also offered to help me like if I ever need a car to do something etc. At the same time I also met some of his fellow crusaders, also students, although I don’t believe they were as devoted as him. I went to the church in the city next Sunday morning with some crusader students. Some were local born in the city and usually went home on the weekends. Some were high school students preparing to go to the college. They were all quite courteous and seemed very happy to meet me, not sure it was a Canadian tradition or not. But really it was quite different from the indifference outside the church. After the church service one student Roger and his family whom father was a professor in the mechanical engineering department invited me and some other students to a Chinese buffet for Lunch. I remembered the professor’s wife asked me that I am really from that real China, assuming I was the only Chinese from China they ever had lunch with. I didn’t know why I didn’t take this rare opportunity to further get well with the family which could have helped a lot. But I guess at the time because of rather profound social, culture, economical differences, which by the way, was probably not really a big deal in the western culture and they might just think of me as a cool Asian young man, the same as CBC or ABC or even a student from Japan which was very powerful in 80s. I then had many meets with Dennis and his group, like playing ball and attending a summer gathering in Banff or watching Christian movies. One day Dennis asked me if I could read a paragraph about pleading the Christ as the savior so all sins could be forgiven and have an eternal life. I remembered that I asked really all my sins could be forgiven, and he said yes so I read the paragraph in front him. Afterward he congratulated and asked me if I felt anything special but I really didn’t. He seemed not believing me. I didn’t really have time to read the bible but picked up the knowledge bit by bit by asking basic questions like why, how, what is going to happen etc. At the same I realized that many religious people treat you well but don’t expect in return from you in any way since they believe eventually Christ will take care of them, which I think are quite admirable. But I also assumed they might just like and try to help anyone in need.
I didn’t continue to attend church after a while since it seemed too remote from my school life. Seeking temporary warmth was ok but in the long run I had to depend on myself. Or maybe there was actually some other unknown reason, like intervention from the insiders, or maybe not, nevertheless, I discontinued spending time with Dennis but did ask for help like moving etc occasionally. I still remembered my watching my first Christ movie based on the New Testament in the college lecture hall with other Christian students; it was less dramatic adaptation than some current interpretations but still was quite spiritually uplifting. Although you think he is the God but seen in a full human form, term and flesh, meek but proud, is quite impressive. I started to understand why Dennis and his fellows as well as many good Christians behave the way they are. Without overwhelming scientific proof, based largely on a single yet timeless belief, that is, whatever the purpose of God, God eventually will come back, anyone can be saved as long as, but only if, one repents. Many years later, my grandma passed away in Vancouver. She was a devoted Christian and a school teacher and housewife. I didn’t grow up and only met with her until when I was 14 years old. She lived in Hong Kong with my uncles and aunt and tried very hard to get me to study in Canada with the help of her sons and daughter. If there was some kind of free lunch I ever got I think it was from her. Of course she wasn’t rich in any way so she couldn’t help me too much financially. I remembered in her final moment while in coma, her church friends came to visit her in the hospital and asked us to read the bible verses to her and pray for her. As I read Lord is my shepherd… Although I left Christian group and circle for a while already at the time of the prayer, I somehow felt there was some kind unexplained feeling as that was the first time I knew she is a Christian person. It was some kind of rarity in Asian society, and I always assumed she might be a Buddhist. I never made the connection between Grandma and Lord until then.
Around the mid of the second year in Saskatoon, I then ran into the second group, the insiders. I now know from some public resources like CBC documentaries, during that period time, an American psychiatrist Dr Donald Ewen Cameron, who was the head of joint American and Canadian Psychiatric society, was leading and conducting various experiments in Canada and US, mostly targeting local citizens, including North Americans natives. By reasons mentioned above I unfortunately got noticed and became part of the experiments with a different purpose, although I believe the methods they used on me were about similar. Professor Cameron was dead already. Some of the victims in Canada were involuntarily locked up in the mental hospitals under the name of behavior modifications. Some lost all their memories as an adult and had to relearn everything from start, like how to walk, after the release. In the past 30 years many of them formed a group and tried several times to sue the Canadian and the US government. In one recent court case, the victims won and got an official apology and compensation from the US government. In the meantime in the US and around the world many people who have the similar experience committed by the insiders, formed a group and called themselves “Targeted Individuals” and try to organize rallies in various places like in DC and in Tokyo and London to expose the inhuman technology forced upon them against their will. As I mentioned before, it literally took a leap of faith to believe some technology like this could possibly exist and for myself literally took 8 years from consciously aware of it to finally totally am convinced its very existence just recently, thanks for the help from other TIs here and around the world.
My Current Situation
After left my last job very recently largely due to non job performance based issue but rather related with the fallout of the publicity of the reality show, until now I still couldn’t find a related job not because of my technical skills. I might have to run to another less expensive place and for the same reason I might not be able to find another regular job again anywhere. Meanwhile insiders still keep communicating with me like before, although less intrusive but seems no end in sight. During this period, I have sent requests to various government agencies based on the freedom of information act but only got the reply with no information. I also tried to post the reality show case in various law related websites and directly to some lawyers through emails but only got a couple of replied. One reply said that the time frame for lawsuit has already passed and the other suggested me to find a lawyer to come up a new reasonable way to present the case as soon as possible. That’s the reason I have decided to openly fight my case now. I greatly appreciate your help to fight the case, especially if you have resources in law or media related areas. Please and thank you for sharing my stories with anyone. My emails are [email protected] or [email protected]
我和脑控（Mind Control）组织之间的故事
戴毅（2010年纽约法拉盛家庭真人秀的主角）
9/12/2019于加州
2010在法拉盛发生的灾难
我是2010年在纽约法拉盛华人家庭真人秀的主角。在最后一次现场直播过程中我才发现我一直是在毫无知晓这个秀的情况下生活着。我的家人和insiders（对脑控组织的简称）一起造成了这一个悲剧。不过我还是认为我的家人可能到现在还是不知道脑控组织的真实面目和我的很多经历，有些连我自己也是不久前才关联起来的。
因为对公众造成的巨大负面影响和很多insiders都被牵连进去的缘故，当时的政府就对和这个事件相关的信息进行了隐瞒。我自己被关到了一所精神病医院里。当时在医院里他们计划将我相关的记忆用某种方法屏蔽或删除掉。但所用的方法使我的当时已治好并很稳定的精神疾病复发了。在不得不把我放出后，我在同时听到幻听和insiders的V2K
（Voice over skull脑控MK Ultra）时，凭着本能先跑到了加拿大（我的国籍）和我的出生地国中国。在那里有些人告诉了我了一些关于真人秀的事由。
在中国生活和工作了几年后我又在2017年回到了纽约。当然之间也发生了很多事情。但很大一个原因是，即使当时有人告诉我在美国你是打不赢这场官司的，我还是认为这个事件的最终结果是应该由美国人民来裁决的，当然这可能是几代人之后才能发生的事情。另外我也希望一个新的政府可能带来一些变化。
之后在加州找到了一份工作来维持生活。
在过去的两年中，我开始能够在大部分没有干扰的情况下进行正常的思考。我想我特殊的困境主要还是由于公众及我个人对真实情况及我的过去的了解不足甚至是误解所造成的。特别是对insiders的认识或者是完全不知情的。
首先我要解释一下为什么我等了这么久才开始或不得不在公共媒体上曝光整个事件。
2010年时，当我看到许多人在哭泣，特别是在精神病院里好多医生和护士都十分悲痛。但也没有告诉我真相。我猜想到应该有很多无辜的人被蒙骗了，我也为此感到十分内疚并为我和其他人的处境感到伤心。 在当时并不知道V2K和insiders是谁的情况下，我觉得我应该跑到一个没人知道的地方重新开始
从那时起直到现在，为了躲避insiders和获得一个重新生活的机会, 我不停的从一个地方跑到另一个地方，不停的屈服，恳求和跑路，遗憾的是我至今还是没有找到一个可以能完全摆脱insiders和其干扰的地方。
到最后我才不得不和清醒地认识到没有反抗是不可能摆脱的。没有流血，奴隶是不可能获得自由的。
这是我争取自由的最后时刻。
为什么是我，是什么时候开始的，有多长时间，V2K是如何工作的？有多少人参与，我
现在的状况如何？
我会回答所有这些问题。
其实对不少人来说，这已是一个公开的秘密。 在2010年真人秀的真相突然地在公众下
被曝光后的八年里我也去过不少国家并且在有些地方住过很久。当地政府也通过各种各样的方式和方法了解到了里面大部分的内幕。
有的事情我是最后一个知道的，但有些事大众是最后知道的。
但是只有知道了真相才能最终让我（们）重新获得自由和应有尊严。
第一章 为什么是我和整个事件是何时及如何开始
我是在1984年圣诞假期前抵达温哥华的。拿的是语言签证（ESL）。我是在当时广州的
华南工学院毕业后直接去的。那时19岁。我个人没有任何政治背景和倾向，而且对政治几乎是毫无兴趣。
头一两年在温哥华的时光还是挺美好的。我努力的学习语言和准备大学的申请。当时无论在学校或在日常生活里主要还是和亚洲文化有关的人们相处在一起。
后来我被萨省（Saskatchewan）大学录取了并计划用3年时间完成学业。就是在那里我
第一次被insiders注意到了，而且很有可能在不知情的情况下被植入了芯片。直到现在insiders也没有直接告诉我为什么我会被选中。但我认为可能有以下几个原因：
1. 我在第一年的时候是主修数学和电脑专业。记得还在温哥华的时候我看到一篇主流媒体的文章介绍一个加拿大华裔（CBC）毕业生获得了BC大学颁发的毕业生最高荣誉
奖。每一所加拿大大学每年都会给本大学里学习成绩（GPA）最高的那名毕业生颁发此
奖。当时感到非常激励并想希望有一天我也能获得这样的荣誉。当然我不确定对于拿第二个学士学位的我是不是适合，尽管是完全不同的专业。但是我也没想太多，只是尽最大努力。虽然当时中国很穷困和落后，但作为一名大学生，不论你的背景如何，还是有一种莫名其妙的优越感。所以我个人并没有觉得争取一个学术上的荣誉奖有什么不妥。学校也有明文规定任何学生都能参与。但insiders和学校有完全不同的背景。
出于对个人尊严的维护，当和加拿大本地学生相处时并且当他们说一些对中国政府批评的意见时，我并没有服从他们的说法，当然我也没有反驳。还记得在广州上大学的时候，我是从兰州来的，有一次一个广州的同学和我说起广州是如何好，兰州是如何落后。虽然的确是真的和无可否认的，但不知为何我还是和他激烈的辩论起来。出于同样原因我也对我在加拿大遇到的学生和亲属在这个问题上持同样一个态度。当时因为缺乏对西方社会的了解，很无知的认为这是一个非常自由的国家，只要不犯法，没人会注意到你。当然这在某方面也是真的。
现在回头看来我怀疑当时insiders不希望看到一个从中国来的学生拿到这个奖,特别是
有这种态度的我。这可能也是insiders考虑的第一个原因。
2. 第二个原因是因为我家庭特殊的海外关系。我父母俩家里的绝大部分亲戚都很早到了海外。我母亲是在1982年我还在广州读大学时就通过亲属关系到了纽约。她非常想把我们一家都移民到美国。我想Insiders相信我会和家人一起永远留在国外。
Insiders设计的实验包括信仰和行为矫正，不同文化的适应，语言学习和社会，文化和种族方面的在实际生活中的实验。当时除了土著居民外，华裔是加拿大最大的少数族裔。另外当时还是在冷战高峰的时候，并且正值insiders在北美，特别是在大学校园里展开不同的针对本国公民的有一定规模的社会和心理实验。我不幸也被卷入了这场灾难。
3. 另外还有一些个人方面的因素。例如我当时很健康长的也很高。虽然我的英语词汇量有限，但发音比较准，只带很少一些口音。
实验项目主要是通过V2K（Voice over Skull）即脑控和在街上游戏（就是在街上有一
些不认识的人对你说一些或重复一些你认为只有你才知道的事和想法）来影响和控制及改变你。我记得我第一次的V2K经历是在沙省大学的第二年。第一年的学习还是非常成
功的。绝大部分课程我都拿到了90-100分的成绩。
最开始是有一次在学校室内体育馆和同学打篮球的时候，在比赛中突然我不知不觉的就停下来了，然后我听到从屋顶传来的一个40岁左右男子的声音。声音告诉我“don’t
go to the US”不要去美国。我当时万分震惊，呆在那里了片刻。之后看了一下周围，发现周围的同学们还在打球，没有人有任何异常的反应。当时我也很无知，对心理，心理疾病，V2K和宗教几乎是一无所知，也无法理解，只好继续和其他同学一起打球了。
但我还是清楚地记得当时我不由自主的看了一下我的前上方发现有一个中年西方女子站在二楼的看台上一直在看着我。
大约在两周以后在同一个体育馆的不同侧，我和其它3个同学一起在打手球比赛。虽然
我是第一次打手球，但不知如何我的投掷力量非常之大，从很远的地方就可以击中铁栏框并把很大的铁框栏打到移位。当时大家都十分惊奇。比赛完后还有一个同学对我说你的手力真大，我们下次一定邀请你一起玩。记得当时在比赛中我向我前上方二楼的看台不知不觉的看了几次，发现同一个中年女子一直地在很严肃的在注视着我。之后好像我再也没有见到这名女子了。
从那开始，我开始不时的听到静静的V2K声音，有时好像在我脑海里突然出现了一个念
头或想法，但我也无法区别是我自己的还是别人告诉我的。我对脑控是一无所知，所以我认为是自己的。有一个声音告诉我加拿大是这里这么好，你一定要留下来。另外一次告诉我需要像婴儿一样从头学起。此后的一天我突然觉得头脑里一阵麻木，好像做了一个脑切除手术，之后我被声音告知并感觉到我的部分头脑不在能使用了，即我之前的经历和经验都无法回溯或使用。就好像一个空的，大婴儿的脑子。我只能根据直接重新进行重复性的学习。
从那开始，我开始注意到身体和头脑中的各种改变。我变得笨拙并且经常会出一些躯体方面的小事故。头脑里我也不再考虑有关考第一的目标了。我也不再和其他留学生一样花很多时间在学习上了。我开始对北美文化非常感兴趣，如像如何和本地人对话，如何融入主流社会和提高我的英语水平，这包括在深夜追看无数小时的晚间电视节目，主要包括一些和性及性概念有关系的，及很边缘理念的电影和节目。
结果第二年的学习成绩直线下降。其他的留学同学说我也不去图书馆了但他们并不知道为什么。从与其他留学生好友同住的地方搬了出去，从一个加拿大本地人的家到另外一个，并搬到了主要是本地学生的学生宿舍，虽然很不自在也很贵和麻烦，但头脑里出现了我应该在有限的时间内最大化我学语言和文化的效果的念头。我同时也突然发现我不再能集中精神，特别是上课时。即使在有限的学习时间，我也很难有效的学习。这个好像和抑郁症初期的状况很像，但抑郁症不会听到声音（幻听）。现在知道这是insiders某些操作造成的结果。另外我的家庭史中从来没有成员得过精神方面的疾病。并且在一年前是我还是非常健康的。
因为只有非常有限的思维技能和认知能力，我好想就像一个野蛮人一样活着。之后我被一些研究生大学录取了，但他们绝大多数是根据我在中国大学的背景和我在萨省第一年的成绩，当然也包括我在第二年刚开始即在实验才开始时就考的GRE的不错的成绩（数
学是满分800，其他两个一般）。
Insiders一直在关注着我的一切。我记得有一天晚上我正在教室门口在等待上机时，有一个很漂亮的但陌生的西方年轻女子突然走过来对我说你很聪明，但英文是你的问题。你是不是也希望将来能在主流社会上表演一下（make a swing in the main stream）
。一直到现在我还记得她和她的声音特别是她的话。之后在美国和其它地方也不时的听见她的声音和真人。但我们从没有直接对话过。她只是通过在一边和其它人说来向我传递信息。或通过V2K和我说。
在这之后，我的精神状况一路下降，从一所学校转到另一所学校，在不同的地方被用于不同的实验，造成不同的后果。这一切都在insiders的看不见的控制下。直到之后我出现了真正的精神奔溃。Insiders从来都没有介入，如找医生或送我进医院治疗等。我想他们也想观察一下自然的发展过程。从西方医学和学术的角度来讲，任何没见过的案例都是珍贵的资料。
直到最后才通过我母亲把我送到了北京的回龙观精神病医院。当时因为各种条件的限制，我无法在北美得到照顾，正好我在北京有一个小时候就在一起生活过的婶婶和她的家人。他们同意联系医院并照顾我。直到现在，之间发生里非常多的事情，他们一直是我的贵人。
当然除了insiders外没人知道真相，中国医生也不了解脑控或会想到这个方面。所有人认为这是一个自然的事故。所幸的是在他们的精心治疗下我很快就恢复了。但遗憾的是必须终身服药。出于个种原因大家都觉得我应该回学校继续读完研究生，并继续我的美国梦。
现在看来，这是我最不能原谅insiders的地方，在大约四年里，我像一个流浪乞丐一样地活着。没人知道我为什么会做一些不可思议的事，甚至到现在我自己还是不知道在多大程度上有哪些事是我自愿的，或是被诱导的或是被部分控制的或是被完全控制的或者是我完全不知道的，记不起的，如在梦中被询问的问题和我的回答。但没有任何解释能让他们在任何的正常的人类或非人类的审判中得到合理的宽恕。
我回到学校后最后毕业了并找到了一份工作。之后开始了我的工作和生活之旅。和之前一样从一个地方到另一个地方，我不知道我当时的决定是否100%是我自己的。但在这个过程中好像没有再受到物理上的，如之前好像脑科手术一样的实验了。
不知道出于某些原因，我立志要战胜精神疾病并开始了对有关心理和心理病方面的几乎是不可思议的关注。当然在文献阅读和研究中我的英语水平也有很大的提高。这同时也对之后发生的事打下了伏笔。
一个很明显问题是你已经有过这么多次和insiders的遭遇，尤其是街上秀，你难道不知道你被注意到或监视了吗？是的，很早之前就通过和一些同学或同事的交谈中和多次得知你在任何西方国家的一切都可能被人知道。这也是我这么都年来一直没有犯任何无论多微小的罪的原因之一。但没有人能想到是通过这种方式发生在我身上的，并且会发生在我自己家的卧室里。另外我从来都没想去学习和任何机密有关的知识，如网络黑客技术和其它高精端技术等，就是为了能有尽可能多的旅行自由。当然另外一个原因是当我告诉我的家人时（当时insiders可能还没有直接接触到她们），她们认为这一定是我之前的精神疾病的残余症状造成的，即是幻听或错觉。当然我次对两个说法都是半信半疑。
对于V2K我当时的分析可能是他们事先把我先催眠了然后录制里一段策划好的连续的场
景。我醒来后在一步一步的按照程序复现。另外一个反直觉的是我是秀的
高级粉丝，也在秀里看到过各种各样的幻想的未来科技，如把人从飞船上瞬间内送到（beaming）星球的表面上。原理是通过重新传输和还原人的整个结构。当然也多次看到
了telepathy或远程脑对脑直接通过思维进行交流的场景。但事实上可能反过来被它所
误导，即不加太多思索的就认为这些都是些科幻的产物，离我们的现实生活是非常遥远的。
另外一个问题是他们都问了你一些什么问题。我知道他们可以在我无意识如睡眠中或被催眠中问我一些问题，我无法回忆起这些问题。我也是通过一对夫妇以街上秀的方式得知的这个现象的。当时他们在走过我的面前时说他不记得在睡眠中问他了什么问题。一种解释就是在睡眠中无意识的情况下你是无发控制自己或说谎的，所以他们得到的信息可信度很高。当然我们永远也不能100%的相信任何事情。如当时你可能是那么想的但之后你可能又会改变主意等。 有时insiders会把一些问题和回答再在我清醒时重复给我
听，或就是想确认一下。其中一个问题是你对现在有人想把自己的活人体冷冻起来然后到了最终人类能找到长命百岁的方法时再唤醒他。当时的回答是到了人类能有这个技术的时候，你对他们来将可能就像一个猴子一样。后来他说我们需要这样的想法。
近期还有一个叫看守者的黑段和我讨论关于是否存在一个造物主，或其它生物和基于何种原因等近似哲学上的问题。当然我肯定也只是给出我自己有限的见解。他们也可能只是尽量能搜集一切有用或无用地想法。有时也可能是无聊。但这一切都是占有我宝贵的时间和精力并且是无报酬的。因为他们可以不经我允许直接和我进行思维交流。我绝大多情况下是无法控制的。
当然这种明显的不间断的交流只是从真人秀被爆的前几天当我试图跑到加拿大去的时候才开全方位的开启。直到现在。之前只是间歇的。
一直到最后在2010年真人秀事件发生了。我想insiders可能也用了类似的某些方法如诱导等，并利用我的家人当时在经济上，社会地位上的困境和对各种家庭内矛盾的扩大化，通过金钱的诱惑使得这场悲剧发生了。
即使是在悲剧发生后很多年的今天，相信大部分人还是只知道部分的真相，特别是对
V2K的了解，insiders还是一直在对次进行保密。
在事件发生之后的几年了，在不知道V2K如何工作的或甚至不能完全确定它是否真的存
在的情况下，直觉告诉我用这样的方式和方法在任何地方对任何人进行控制都是不对的。所以我就从一个国家跑到另一个国家希望能找到一个没有V2K能触及到的地方但不幸
的是我一直没有找到。
很高兴最后能在网上找到一些和我有同样经历的TIs（targeted Individuals被脑控者
）。我们现在有一个共同的目标，就是通过各种方式和方法来揭露insiders和V2K的真
相，还大家一个公正。
第二篇 V2K是如何工作的
Insiders从没有告诉我这个技术是如何实现和工作的。在TIs人内部也有很多说法，从
脑内嵌入芯片到通过使部分脑细胞被发生变异来实现传播脑信号的功能。以下是通过我的阅读和根据本身的体验所得出的一些结论。
这个技术主要体现在它能够通过无声的方式，即不通过正常人的声音，就能使你在头脑中听到和被听到你的思维。
在刚听到这个概念时确实有点不可思议，这也是为什么我也是在8年后而且即使在和
insiders有无数小时和无数次的遭遇后才最终接受了这个严酷的现实。
所幸的是通过互联网，在这个领域的进展已不只限于存在于某些秘密的实验室内，很多都开始在公开的环境下进行研发和实验。当然其中很多是出于经济上的考虑。
例如马斯克（Elon Mask）的初创公司就是这个技术在公众领域曝光的佼佼者。他公开
声明其中一个版本的V2K技术是不需要任何对头脑的创伤的。例如实验者可戴上一个带
有很多脑信号（电波）感应器的头罩。通过这些大约一百个感应器，电脑能接受到你的脑电波，并分析出当下你在脑中正在想的东西，如一个苹果或梨等。这个功能在近几年曾被主流媒体报道过如CBS的60分钟的节目。虽然当时的节目主持人在看到这个结果后
显得十分震惊，但我还是认为和大部分观众一样她最终并不相信这个结果。因为这实在是一个非常大的飞跃。
主要不相信的原因在于：
1. 人脑是一个非常复杂的结构。我们一直以来都认为人类是非常有智慧的生物，所以人的头脑肯定是高难度的结构。但是虽然太空同样也是非常复杂的结构，人类在不远的将来就会将人类送到火星上去了。这两个科学问题的难度应该是等同的。
2. 人的头骨是一个对外来信号有天然的屏障，不可能有信号进入或溢出。但这可能也是一个错误的理解。一个例子是我们现在用的手机，虽然信号发射站可能是在几十公里之外，而且和我们之间可能有非常多的高建筑物，但这并不影响我们依然能接收到清晰的信号。
现在通过EEG（脑电图）机器，通过头上带的传感器我们可以获得脑电图或脑信号。通
过另外的一些机器能观察到脑内的当前哪些部分是活跃的。假设这些脑信号能通过某种方法被放大很多倍的话，之后不用带头罩就能间接的远程收到脑信号也就不足为奇了。3. 可以理解远程接受到脑信号可能乍听起来有些不可思议。例如如果这种放大器存在的话，而且又易用和省钱的话，为什么在医院里看不到这样的装置。这个可能是因为有另外一种还是保密的实现方式，那就是在你的脑部位，如颈部以上的某个部位嵌入一个只有放大脑信号的单功能芯片。这样单功能芯片是可以做的很小的，特别是在现在有纳米技术的时代。
4. 如果通过这样或某种其它的方式来获取你的脑信号是可行的，那反过来将转换好了的脑信号插入到你的脑中的相关部位就相对容易了。当然前提是他们已获得了你的人脑的构造图。在此情况下他们所需要做的只是确定信号抵达的位置和强度。
5. 虽然头脑本身体积很大，但实际用到的信号接收部分只是很小部分。是可能被精密地进行测绘和精密建模的。实际的操作可以通过超级计算机来完成。
6. 我想其中最不可思议的还是在你不知情的情况下被植入一个芯片而且在之后的生活中你或旁人还不会察觉。我有一个亲戚患有一种脑的疾病，好像是癫痫之类的。需要在脑内植入一个小的金属柱（我不确定它的大小）。每次当他通过机场安检门时，头部的金属物都会触发警报器。但他依然和其他人一样正常地生活和交流。没人能察觉出任何的异常。
7. 最后的结果就是任何人都能通过一台电脑在任何地方和你进行交流并能控制你。在他们得知你的思维后，其它的环节就是低科技了。例如他们可同时和传统的方式如行为矫正，催眠和街上游戏等方式结合起来。
8. 其中的一个手段就是在他们听到你的思维后，会通知在你附近的人，或直接通过脑信号在你的每个句子的结尾发出一个敲击的声音或其它一些可标记的声音如鸟鸣或汽车鸣笛等声音。不久你就会注意到这个信号的奇诡的规律性，你就会不知不觉的进行反复的实验和追踪。最后可能的结果你更加感到困惑和恐惧直到走向脑奔溃。
9. 插入的脑信号可能是非常不同的强度，从轻微的细语到强大到能使你感觉像到受到电击一样，促使整个人突然跳起来或整个人突然麻木。这可能持续瞬间，但也可能持续很长一段时间。
10. 马斯克声明的第二个实现方法就是直接在人脑中植入芯片。
第三章 再回到萨省大学的生活及同另一个团体的接触
这里是我生命转折的地方。我不仅遇到了insiders同时也开始了我对一个全新的文化和人群的接触和认识。
最开始的时候一切都很顺利。我的学习和生活都很正常。那时我是全校唯一的一个从中国来的本科生。当时已经有一些其他从中国来的读研究生的同学。当然还有不少从其它国家来的学生，如印度和巴基斯坦的，但绝大多数都是读在研究生。我主要和其他一些从亚洲地区赖的同学在一起学习和生活，如香港同学。我的同室好友是从马来西亚来的同班同学Sung。他的中英文都和好。大多时间我都沉浸在享受刚开始的新的自由和学习机会中。我没有考虑过毕业后如何找工作等问题，因为我打算至少要读一个硕士学位。当时很多从香港来的同学，就像现在有很多从中国来的本科留学生一样，只打算在这里读一个学位因为当时香港已经很发达和富有。一般的本地学生对亚洲的一切总的来说都不是很了解和关注。他们一般会在暑期到欧洲或美国去旅游或打工。和现在的情况差不多。从香港和其它亚洲国家来的同学尽管成长在不同的文化环境里但对美国文化都已有了相当的了解。但对绝大部分从中国来的学生来说，不论在国内读过多少英文小说，大部分的信息都是过时的，因为国外已经是向往太空旅行的时代了。
如果没有意外的话，我可能就和其它中国留学生一样在走马观花地度过这个文化差异巨大的留学生涯然后过度到下一个阶段。但是有两件事发生了改变了这一切。我几乎是同时遇到了两个不同的人群。一个是insiders，另一个是一个叫做“campus crusade
for Christ”的即由当地学生组织的专门在校园里传播基督教的组织。尽管和其他地方一样当时大多数的本地学生都是西方背景，但一般来讲他们在周末和业余时间还是喜欢和自己的朋友们一起，一般不会去教堂做礼拜或学习圣经。所以这个基督教团体里的学生和其他学生还是有一些不同。虽然表面上一点也区别不出来。
一天一个叫Dennis的传播者在校园里主动和我打起了招呼并向我介绍一张和基督教有关的传单。之后他得知我是一个从中国来的外国学生。我确信当时他对中国以致亚洲不会有多少了解，除了知道中国是一个共产主义国家之外。我同时也知道绝大多数的学生对这些可能也只是有在字面上的理解。因为这一切实在和他们的生活距离太遥远了。大部分学生都是学习和找工作或准备读研究生及找对象。然后和他们的父母一样开始幸福的生活。对其它文化的学习和接触的确没有太大的价值所以也没有沟通的必要。所以绝大多数亚洲学生自然而然的就生活在自己的生活圈内。
Dennis和我讲了一些关于宗教方面的事情并邀请我和他一起在周末去做教堂礼拜和参加圣经的学习。出于礼貌和有些害怕我开始以太忙的理由拒绝了，但最后还是答应了。同时我也见到了和他一起的其它的一些传教的学生，但好像他们没有像他一样虔诚。
接下来的星期天早上我和其它传教者一起来到了市区的一所很大的教堂。他们中有些是在本市出生的，所以一般周末就会回到父母家。还有一些是准备上大学的高中生。大家对我都很有礼貌并且都显得很高兴，不知道是不是加拿大人的习惯的缘故。但的确和在外边遇到的那些对你丝毫也不关注的人群来说确实有很大的不同。我也是十分的惊喜。做完礼拜后一个叫Roger的大学生的家人邀请我和其它的一些传教学生一起到一个中国
自助餐厅去吃饭。男主人是一位大学机械系的教授。记得教授夫人还问我你确实是从那个真的中国来的吗？我假设我是和他们一起吃饭的第一个中国人。我不知道后来为什么我没有努力和他们一家搞好关系并得到他们可能的帮助。现在回想起来，由于我和他们在社会地位，文化和经济上巨大的差异。但事实上这些在当时的西方社会里可能是不太重要的。他们很可能会认为我和其它的加籍或美籍华人甚至当时已经很先进的日本来的学生没什么太大的不同。可能我只是一个很cool的亚洲年轻人。
之后我和Dennis和他的团体有了很多次接触，如在一起打壁球，参加在Banff开的宗教
会议和一起观看有关基督教的电影等。
一天在上课之前，Dennis问我是否能当着他的面朗读一段愿耶稣成为我的拯救主的请愿。当时我问他如果读了我的所有的罪真的会得到宽恕吗。他非常肯定的说是。然后我就当他的面读了一遍。之后他恭喜了我并问我读了之后有没有感觉到有些什么不同。我说好像没有。他好像有些不太相信。
我没有花太多的时间来学习圣经。但在平时的其它地方通过一些问问题的方式知道了一些基本的知识，如为什么，如何，之后会发生什么等等。同时我也认识到教徒们对你很好并且并不期望从你得到任何回报。因为他们相信主耶稣到最后一定会照顾他们的。当然他们也会对任何人都很友好和给与可能的帮助。
因为教堂和现实中学校的生活实在是差的太远，我之后就没有再去了。寻求一时的温暖是可以的，但从长远来讲我还是要靠自己。或者有其它我没有意识到的原因，如
insiders无形的介入（也可能没有），除了几次必须求人帮助如搬家需要车的时候，我和Dennis及他的同伴们就很少联系了。
至今我还能记得第一次和其他基督徒学生一起在学校礼堂观看根据新约改编的关于耶稣生平的电影。相对现在对宗教题材的处理，当时的剧本还是比较忠实原文的，即很少有艺术上的夸张。但对我来说还是一个很有震撼力的时刻。即你知道他是上帝的儿子或是神，但看到一个和人一样的有血有肉的形象，谦卑但同时又骄傲，的确使人很敬佩。我也开始理解了为什么Dennis和他的同伴们以及其他善良的的基督徒们的行为和准则。在没有完全被科学证实的情况下，大体根据一个但似乎是永恒的信念，即无论上帝是为何创造了这一切，上帝最终有一天会回来。任何人，只要但必须，忏悔，就一定会得到救恕。
很多年之后我的祖母在温哥华过世了。她是一个虔诚的基督徒，一个小学教师和家庭主妇。小时候我没有和她在一起。直到14岁的那年我才第一次见到她。她和她的其它子女们一起住在香港。当时她们花了很大的精力帮我到加拿大留学。如果这个世界上真有免费的午餐的话，那就是她给与我的帮助。当然她并不富有，所以也无法在经济上给我大的帮助。
我记得她临终前是在昏迷中度过的。她的教堂的教友们来看望她并让我们为她祈祷。当时我读的是 主是我的守护者。。。虽然在当时我离开了基督徒的团体已经很久了，但
我觉还是得有一种无法解释的感觉。因为那是我第一次意识到她是一个基督徒。这在当时的亚洲社会里是很少见的。我一直以为她是一个佛教徒。直到那时我才把主和祖母联想到在一起。
在大学的第二年中期，我和第二批人即insiders遭遇了。我现在从CBC（加拿大国家广
播电台）中的一个采访节目里了解到有一个叫Donald Ewen Cameron的美国心理学教授
，即美加共同的心理病学协会的领导人，在五，六十年代就开始和持续在加拿大和美国同时进行了很多不同的心理和病理实验。实验的主体主要是加拿大和美国本国公民，包括印第安土著居民。相关的实验手段和对我使用的很类似。Cameron教授已经死掉了。
这个节目揭示了当时一些加拿大人在不自愿的情况下被送进了精神病医院，主要是进行行为矫正。在那里他们受到了各种各样的折磨。有的成年人完全失去了他们的记忆和功能。在出院后他们不得不重新从走路学起。他们中的很多人和他们的家属在之后的30年里数次向加国和美国政府提出诉讼，要求道歉和赔偿。直到最近才在一个美国法庭里取得了胜利并得到了美国政府的官方道歉和经济赔偿。
现在在美国的很多地也有很多同样受过insiders摧残的人。并且他们已经在数年前成立了一个叫“Targeted Individuals”（TIs）即反脑控的组织。他们在美国及世界各地
如日本和英国进行游行和向公众介绍V2K的存在和危害及他们所受到的人身和心身迫害
并寻求公正和公道。
如我之前提到的，由于这个V2K的独特性和潜在危险及工作方式，需要很大的努力才能
说服一个不知情的人，就像以前的我一样。感谢我的TI伙伴们，通过他们在网上提供的宝贵资料和我的亲身经历，虽然通过近8年的时间，但最后我还是最终毫不动摇的确信
了它的存在。
我现在的状况
前不久被迫离开了公司。原因和工作上的表现和业绩没有任何关系。主要还是由于公众之前对那次真人秀的内情不全面的了解和误解。直到现在我还是没能找到其它的工作。在同时，insiders还是在继续地和我联系。我始终也无法摆脱他们的干扰。
在这段时间里，根据信息自由法，我发信到不同的政府机构想获取相关的信息和记录但都回答说没有任何相关的信息。我同时也在一些和法律援助有关的网站和律师发布了关于真人秀的案例， 但只收到了两份回信。一个律师说有效的诉讼的时间已经过了。另
一位建议我马上找一个愿意帮助我的律师来提出一个有说服力的诉讼理由。
这就是我决定现在开始我争取摆脱insiders并重新自由和公正的里程的原因。
非常希望能得到大家的支持和帮助，特别是那些有法律方面资源专业人士的同情和帮助。
欢迎并感谢转发。
另附上一个相似内容的英文版本。希望有和主流社会的友人和媒体有交集的朋友请转发给他们。
我的邮箱是
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My Story with the Insiders (Mind Control or MK Ultra)
Steven Dai (2010 flushing NY family reality show host)
9/12/2019 in CA
2010 Disaster in Flushing
I was the family reality show host in year 2010 in Flushing, New York, which was busted during live broadcasting because I found out on the show in real time and possibly the planned last episode that I were in the show without myself knowing it. My family and some other insiders were acting together
and had staged everything. But I somehow believe until now my family members probably still don’t know some of the truth, for example, the true nature of the insiders and the actual methods they used and many details of my past.
Because of shock to the public and the large number of insiders involved,
the then government put a gag order on it. On my side, I was locked into
Queen’s County mental hospital first without my consent, and without
bringing me to a judge as required by law. I believe they planned to somehow let me lose the memory but because of the rather experimental mental
procedures they used I had a psychotic relapse. After out of hospital, while both hearing voices as schizophrenic symptoms and V2K (voice over skull) by insiders, I managed to flee to Vancouver Canada first and then to my birth country China. During my stay in Canada and China, some people told me
something about what were going on about the reality show.
After spending several years working and living in China I eventually came
back to the U.S. At the time some people in China told me it is impossible
to win your case in the American court. But I believe ultimately this case
is American people’s call, no matter how many generations it takes. Plus,
there is a new government so I might get a better chance.
Then I landed a programmer’s job in CA to support myself.
During the past a couple of years, I was able to have some normal thinking
without much interruption. I think the special thing in my case is that the public knew the show but not necessary the insiders and their technology as well as my past.
I have to explain why I waited so long and how I found out the insiders
eventually.
In 2010, as I witnessed that there were people crying all over the place
especially in the mental hospital after the event was first broken out, I
felt sorry for bringing many innocent people into this men made disaster.
Not knowing how insiders work and not even knowing or realizing their
existence for sure, on the basic survival instinct I decided that I’d just have to run away and find some place start over. Of course, the insiders
knew all this, even as I am writing now.
As I am moving around from place to place to find a refuge and hoping to
avoid the insiders through yielding, begging and constant running away, I’
ve finally realized that it is impossible to get away from them without a
fight. A slave will not be freed without bloodshed.
So this is the moment of telling all to set myself free.
Why me, when it started, how long it lasted, how does it work? How many
people are involved and how am I doing
All these questions will be answered.
Actually to some people, it is already an open secret as I had travelled and stayed in many countries since 2010 and in some places I stayed very long, the local authorities might have already got a copy through whatever means
or similar means.
For something I am the one last to know and for other things the public is
the last to know.
But truth shall eventually set me (us) free.
Why me and when it all started
I entered Vancouver Canada in 1984 on an ESL (English as Second Language)
student visa from China after finished my University education in Guangzhou China from a second tier college when I was 19 years old. At the time I didn’t have any political background or preference, nor had any interests in
politics.
The first couple years in Vancouver was ok since I was busy learning the new language and fitting in the brand new environment and preparing for a
university in an entirely different system.
Then I got accepted by University of Saskatchewan in Canada in 1986 and I
planned to send three years to finish the study. It was there I was firstly gotten noticed and possibly chipped by the insiders as an experiment.
Although I have never been told and why I was singled out and selected, I
suspect there are few possible reasons:
1. I was doing quite well in academic classes as a math and computer
combined major. I was largely inspired by a Chinese Canadian (CBC) student
who won the governor general’s medal in University of British Columbia
while I was in Vancouver BC. There is only one graduate in whole university could have such honor, that is, the student graduated with the highest
average GPA. I was aiming at that goal. Although somehow I might not get it due to technicality since it’s only for the first undergraduate degree and I was studying towards my second undergraduate degrees, I was not sure if my Chinese degree on a different subject would impede. At the time university students in China were psychologically better off than many people there
regardless the background and economic situation, simply because getting
into the university in China then was very competitive. So I was not having any psychological barriers for getting an academic award or had any
suspicion that it could cause any problem, at least the university
encouraged all students to compete. But insiders have complete background
and agenda from the education institutions.
Out of self respect, when out with Canadian students (including my friends
and relatives from a different cultural background) and when they criticized either Chinese government or China in general, I didn’t follow them as
they expected, but neither did I argue. In the same token, while I was still in the university in China, since I came from a rather remote and really
less developed city and was studying in then the most open and advanced
coastal city, however, when one time a local student started to purposely
compare two cities in front of me and belittled, which of course, all he
said were factual, somehow I still argued with him pretty fiercely.
At the result, I didn’t realize that this personal trait could cause any
conflict as I naively believed that it was a pretty free and open society,
at least on the surface, that is, nobody really bothered me on the street.
But the first reason could be that they wanted to distract and stop me from achieving my goal of getting the medal because of my being perceived certain attitudes.
2. The second reason could be that because my mother immigrated to the US separately when I was still in the university in China and most of my
closed relatives from both sides of my parents were outside the mainland due to historical reasons. My mother was trying to get my father and sister to come to the U.S desperately at the time. The insiders might have believed
that I most likely will never go back to China so it was safe to do human
experiments on me since nobody nor Chinese government would find out. The
experiments involved belief and behavior modification, cultural adaptation
and language learning as well as social, cultural and racial interactions
since in Canada at the time Chinese was the top visible minority group,
besides native Indian people. And also it happened to collide with the time of the height of cold war where the insiders were conducting many other
social and psychological experiments like MK Ultra, especially on university campus. Most of the subjects were Canadian or American citizens.
3. Some other personal traits like I was quite fit and tall in Asian
standard. Although with the limited vocabulary, somehow I spoke English
without much accent at the time.
The program interacted with me mostly through V2K (Voice over Skull) and
street theater (People around me say things to influence or confuse or
intimidate you). I remembered my first V2K experience occurred during the
start of my second years in the university. The first academic year was a
really success since I got 90-100 marks on almost all the courses I had
taken.
At the time I was playing basketball in a roof-covered university gym.
During the playing, I suddenly stopped with no reason and immediately heard an around 40 years old male’s voice from above (possible as high as the
ceiling of the gym which was about 3-4 floors high). The voice told me “don’t go to the U.S”. I was stunned for a while and I then looked around and noticed that there was a middle aged woman on the balcony of the second
floor looking at me, but no other players seemed affected or noticed in any way. At the time, I knew nothing about psychology, V2k or hallucination or
religion etc, so I couldn’t figure out anything. I just simply ignored it
and carried on playing.
About a couple of weeks after in the same gym I was playing handball match
with several friends. At the time for some unknown reason my hand throws
were so strong and powerful and every throw I made hit the iron made goal
post and actually shook and moved the mental post. I remembered all my
friends were marveled at my strength. (Now I knew I was hypnotized). During the play, for some reason I looked up at the upfront balcony several times
and found the same middle aged woman appeared there as before and watched my playing with a serious facial expression for quite a while.
From that time on, I started to hear silent V2K voices on and off, that is, the voice seemed from inside my brain and it was hard to know if it was a
sudden idea/thought of my own or a foreign voice. Again I didn’t know
anything about mind control or mental illness symptoms, so I assume it’s my own. One voice said that here in Canada is so nice and I should try to live here. To do that I need to relearn everything from the start just like an
infant. Then one day after that I suddenly had this numb sensation in
certain part of my brain, almost like a lobotomy, then I was told and
actually felt my previous experience was inaccessible and I had to relearn
everything with no previous knowledge reference or much reasoning skill,
just using my instinct and to do rote learning, that is, much like a big
infant.
Shortly after, I started to have some noticeable changes both physically and mentally. Physically I started to become somewhat clumsy and accidental
prone. Psychologically I no longer cared about getting the academic medal.
And I no longer spent all the time to study, like most other overseas
students. Instead I was more interested in the Western culture in general,
like how to talk to a western person, fit in the mainstream culture, and
improve my language skills. This included watching countless hours of main
stream TV or late night shows which included many strong sexual references
or fringe ideas. A lot of ideas were eye-opening for me, as a person from an entire different cultural background in term of the attitude and acceptance towards religion and other fringe behaviors as well.
As the consequence, my academic scores dropped dramatically in the second
year. Fellow students commended that I no longer go to library to study but they didn’t know why. I moved out and away from shared place with my
overseas student friends and lived on my own, moving from one Canadian
family to another or dormitory with mostly local students continuously, upon the v2k suggestion that I maximized my time to learn as much culture as
possible in the limited time window. In addition, mentally I suddenly
realized that I could no longer concern well, especially in class. Even with the limited study time I could hardly learn anytime while reading. It was
similar to a typical first sign of depression. But depression doesn’t have symptoms like hearing voices. Now I am sure it was resulted from the
insiders’ experimental procedures since both my parents’ families don’t
have any kind of mental illness history and I was quite happy and did quite well during my first year there.
One evening as I was waiting outside a classroom, a young and beautiful
Western lady approached me out of blue and for no reason she started to talk to me and said you are smart. The problem is your English. You want to have a chance to swing in the main stream，do you. Of course I was kind of
speechless at the time. Later in many occasions I ran into her in real
person or in V2K but I never directly talked to her. Mostly she talked to
other insiders aside of me to communicate with me like street theater. Of
course, they are few others who I encountered in the same way directly.
As to why after many instances I still couldn’t realize that I was followed, to be honest, as I asked or was told by quite few other coworkers or
friends that it was kind of expected that you were been monitored in some
way because of your background and they knew everything you do here in any
western country. So I never really consciously commit any fraud largely due to this reason. But I never dreamed it could ever come to me this way
especially in my own bedroom.
With my limited reasoning skill and cognitive ability, I lived like a
barbarian for quite a while. Later I got accepted by a few graduate schools, mostly based on my undergraduate degree from China and the first year good score in the Canadian university. Plus I already took GRE at the beginning
or mid of the second year when the experiments was just started. I did
pretty well with Math subject (full 800) but average on other two subjects. But without the degree from China, I wouldn’t be able to be accepted by any graduate school.
Obviously, the insiders monitored all my moves and mental conditions, but
they didn’t say anything and I suspect and they let and wanted it happen on me for some reason I will not mention here. I finally had a mental
breakdown in year 1992 when I was in graduate school in Waterloo.
From the beginning of 1988 to the end of 1992, it was four years of inhuman mental torture and inhuman experimentation without any consideration of my
well being. During this process, nobody ever suggested me to go to see a
mental professional to get help or sent me to a hospital. It would be so
easy for them to do so. But they just watched me deteriorated day by day and continued to use V2k on me. Some years later I learned in western medicine or research, all rare cases are always good studies, as no matter how bad it goes, it always provides some valuable so called scientific records or
insights.
I was eventually sent to a mental hospital in Beijing by my mother since
there was no one in North America can help me out and I happened to have an Aunt in Beijing whom I knew and lived with for a while I was young and her
family offered help to find a hospital and take care of me. Till now, there are so many things happened in between, I always regard them as nobles.
Of course nobody outside the insiders knew anything about this kind and
people in China and doctors were pretty naïve about the mind control
technology since china was pretty backward at the time.
And I knew nothing much either so everyone assumed that because of mental
pressures, like study, immigration and family pressure, I just had a mental breakdown. After I was treated I should just go back and carry on achieving my American dream. Of course, I was told that I have to take the medication for rest of my life.
Looking back, that’s the part of the experiments I could never forgive the insiders. No explanation could let them escape the judgment and justice in
any human or divine courts.
After I went back to the university, I graduated and found a job and
eventually moved to the U.S. During all this time, the insiders still
watched me and v2k me from time to time and carried on the various social
experiments, although I never had similar brain lobotomy like feeling or
instance again.
Also out of some unknown reason, I was so determined to overcome the mental health problem I started to spend all my spare time to read and study
psychology, psychiatry knowledge. As the result, my language skill improved a lot and it became somewhat a factor in the event happened later.
Eventually there was this reality show. I think in some way they also used
my family with possible whatever mental or v2k technology, used their social and economical poverty as starting point, abused family internal problems
like sibling conflicts etc and eventually enticed them with money and fame
to sell me out.
It ended with a disaster with a lot of people knowing the truth or part of
the truth, at least the fake of the reality show. But the insiders still
fool people about the existence of the V2k technology.
During this process, while still without knowing exactly how V2k works or
even certain the existence of it, my instinct told me that it is not right
to have some kind of control over anyone anywhere. So I ran from country to country to avoid v2k, only found out wherever I went, the insiders
trespassed and followed me with v2k.I Many times I looked like a fool since I couldn’t figure out how it worked or simply couldn’t believe the
synthetic telepathic like technology or V2K could actually have already
existed. At the time I reasoned that they most likely hypnotized me earlier and played back later.
As an avid Star Trek fan, I have seen many imaged high tech on the show. One of them was beaming a person from the ship instantly to the planet surface using the concept of transmitting and reconstructing entire human structure. Another is of course the telepathy which appeared numerous times, like
brain to brain remote communicating directly though thoughts. It is kind of counter intuitive but the assumption is that these sci-fi ideas have to be
impossible to exist in the current world since it is demonstrated or you
automatically think as something could happen only in the very far future.
The knowledge actually backfired on me.
The other question people might ask is what kind of questions they asked you. I know they can ask me questions during my sleeping or being hypnotized
and I couldn’t remember or recall after wakeup. I know this because in one street theater case, a couple while passing by me, one said that he couldn’t remember what asked during the dream. One reason for them to do that is
when you are in an unconscious state, like in the sleep when you can’t
control your mind or tell lies, so whatever you said could be always true.
But nothing is 100%. For example, you can just change your mind or reasoning just about any time.
Sometimes for some questions they repeat to me when I am fully conscious.
One question is that some people want to freeze their while alive to
preserve themselves until one day when people can find a way to live forever then be awake. They told me my answer was that when people found a way
living forever you might just look like a monkey to them. He then said that they need ideas like this.
In another case a voice called himself keeper, a black belt, asked me or
discussed with me about the creation, existence of alien or purpose etc
rather philosophical questions. I guess that they didn’t really expect me
to say something they didn’t already know. But I do think any new idea,
useful or not, could be potentially valuable.
Of course, sometimes they are just bored and try to have some fun. But all
these at my expense, like my time and energy without being paid. I have no
control or don’t know how to stop them since they just use V2K to directly post thoughts inside my brain.
This kind of full blown communication only started several days before the
reality show got busted while I was trying to run to Canada from Flushing,
before it was just here and there. It carries on since till now.
Now I am glad I finally got the truth, mainly from the internet of other TIs and some part from insiders themselves in an effort in keep me from further running away.
How does V2K (Voice over Skull or synthetic telepathy) work
Insiders never told me the exact way the technology works and there are many hypotheses among fellow TIs, from brain chip to brain cell mutation.
Below are my best analysis so far based my personal experience and readings.
It has to involve how to silently communicate with you, i.e. without normal human voice, in both ways. You receive the info and your thinking received
by the outside, most likely through a device.
It is difficult to perceive at the beginning and that’s why it takes me
around 8 years to finally accept this cruel fact, even through with
countless hours and encounters with the insiders using these technology even as we speak.
Luckily, through the internet, the advancement in these areas in public
starts to spread now, no longer limited to the secret research labs. Of
course, a lot of it is due to the commercial concerns.
Thanks to Elon Mask, his startup is at the forefront of this technology for the mass.
Basically he claims that one version is un-intrusive. If a person wears a
mask with a lot of sensors on your heads, assuming no more than 100 sensors, through collected data, the computer could figure out what you are thinking, like I am thinking of an apple or a pear. This has been advertised and
demonstrated in main media outlets like CBS 60 minutes. Although the
reporter at the time saw it as really incredible, somehow I don’t believe
she thought it was real, like most people because it is simply almost
unthinkable to make this leap.
The main reasons are:
1. The human being is so complicated, especially brain itself, as we are brain washed that humans are incredible smart so the brain must be very
sophisticated. But so is the space, where people are going to be sent to
Mars sooner or later in the not very far future. It’s really comparable in terms of scientific efforts, considering all factors.
2. Human skulls are natural shields so it’s impossible for whatever
signals inside brain to emit outside the skull. But this also could be
falsely conceived, since we can use a cell phone to receive the signal from the cell tower many miles away, doesn’t matter how many buildings in
between, why not brain wave in very short range? After all, we do have EEG (electroencephalogram) machines to record your brain waves to analyze your
sleep patterns, and other machines to see the activeness of your brain cells from outside the skull. Assuming the signals could be magnified many folds after reaching the surface, it is not unconceivable to be detected remotely without wearing a head mask.
3. I agree remote detection might be a bit stretch. For example, if so,
why such amplifier is not widely used in medical settings, saving both money and time. If such remote amplifier is not there yet, there is another
option which is not too far either, that is, a simple purposed chip could be inserted into the brain surrounding area, like anywhere above neck etc, the sole purpose is just to amplify any brain signals. Such simply function
chip could be made very small, given nowadays some very complicated devices could be made in nano size.
4. If extracting your EEG is possible, injecting simulated EEG back to
your brain should be easier, assuming by now someone already have your brain map, all needed is the combination of addresses and strength.
5. Although brain itself is big, the actually perception area is actually quite small, so mapping it point by point is probably not that bad. The
rest can be given to super computer to work out all the details.
6. I think the most difficult thing is to believe if it is possible a
chip could be inserted into your body without your notice and you can live
with it somewhat normally.
I actually have a relative who had some kind brain surgery to cure some
brain problem like epilepsy, so a small metal post (don’t know the size)
had to be inserted into his brain. As the result, every time he passes the
airport security check, the alarm always goes off because of it. But he
lives normally and unnoticeably.
7. As the end result, any one could sit in front of the computer anywhere
communicate with and control you.
8. After they figure out what you are thinking and responding, the other part might just be low tech, like using standard and classical behavior
modification methods, including hypnotics, gas lighting etc.
9. One trick is after they heard your thinking, they simply have someone knock or insert a sound back to your brain like a knocking sound at every
end of your sentences. It also could be bird beeping or car honking etc.
Sooner or later you will notice the strange patterns of the noise and you
become confused or afraid because you couldn’t figure out why it happens so accurately exactly at the end of sentences every time. It could literally
drive you crazy. In my case, they have used it from 30 years ago till now.
10. The injected EEG could be at any strength, as gentle as whispering,
or as hard as electrical shock feeling, which could actually make you jump
and freeze momentarily or prolonging.
11. Elon Mask claims the second version of the synthetic telepathic
device involves embedding a computer chip inside the human subject’s brain.
Again Life in Saskatoon with another Group
This is really the place all things were changed for me. Not only I ran into insiders but also my real first full encounters with a completely new
culture and new faces.
I think at beginning everything was fine since I studied well and lived
normally. At the time I was the only undergraduate student from China,
although they were a lot graduate students from China already and many other foreign graduate students from other countries like India and Pakistan. I
mainly studied with fellow students from Hong Kong and shared place with a
good friend Sung from Malaysia. He happened to speak both good Chinese and
English. Although there were a lot of new things to be learned, I generally enjoyed my newly found freedom and learning opportunities. I didn’t
actually have a plan to stay or work after graduation what so ever except I wanted to get a higher degree like Masters. But really I was just enjoying
the movement.
There were many students from Hong Kong, just like today a lot of foreign
students from China. Many of them just came to get an education because of
Hong Kong was quite well off or affluent at the time. But the regular local students didn’t know much about the Asia in general, although a lot of them did spend summer in Europe and in the U.S, not that different from now. A
lot of Hong Kong and other Asian students had very good knowledge about the west despite the various cultural differences. But for most Chinese from
mainland, didn’t matter how many English novels or literatures you had read in China since they were really pretty ancient western civilization and it was already height of Star Trek age in the West.
So I might just be as oblivious to all these huge social and culture gaps as other Chinese students and passing on to the next stage in life without too much change. However two things happened as I met two groups of people
almost simultaneously but separately, which I think were quite accidental.
One was insiders and the other was a religious group called campus crusade
for Christ, a quite devoted campus student religious group. Although
majority of local students were western religion belief based like in many
other places, they were not regular church goers. I assumed they would
rather hang out with their friends instead of attending bible study. So
these crusaders were a bit different, although they didn’t look different
from the rest of the students in any way.
One day, one crusader Dennis approached me on the campus and passed me a
pamphlet about their ministry. He found out that I was a foreign student
from China but I don’t believe he knew much about various Asian cultures
and countries except the fact that China was a communist country.
Nevertheless I guess most local students didn’t know much about that either except in concept since it was quite far from the western society and life. They were busy to study, graduate, find loved ones and find a good job and happy thereafter just like their parents. Knowing other additional culture
was really not much value nor is understanding people from there since no
networking and business benefits or necessity. As the result, most Asian
students were naturally left along and be together.
Dennis then told me something about religion and asked me how I feel as well as invited me to attend a Church service on Sunday or attend a bible study they held regularly. I was a bit afraid at the start since besides school
related and required interactions, no western student or person, male or
female, ever approached me in life settings until then, plus the new concept of religion which I knew literally nothing about.
Out of politeness I said something like I was busy or I didn’t have a car
but finally I decided to agree with him. He also offered to help me like if I ever need a car to do something etc. At the same time I also met some of
his fellow crusaders, also students, although I don’t believe they were as devoted as him.
I went to the church in the city next Sunday morning with some crusader
students. Some were local born in the city and usually went home on the
weekends. Some were high school students preparing to go to the college.
They were all quite courteous and seemed very happy to meet me, not sure it was a Canadian tradition or not. But really it was quite different from the indifference outside the church. After the church service one student Roger and his family whom father was a professor in the mechanical engineering
department invited me and some other students to a Chinese buffet for Lunch. I remembered the professor’s wife asked me that I am really from that real China, assuming I was the only Chinese from China they ever had lunch with. I didn’t know why I didn’t take this rare opportunity to further get well with the family which could have helped a lot. But I guess at the time
because of rather profound social, culture, economical differences, which by the way, was probably not really a big deal in the western culture and they might just think of me as a cool Asian young man, the same as CBC or ABC or even a student from Japan which was very powerful in 80s.
I then had many meets with Dennis and his group, like playing ball and
attending a summer gathering in Banff or watching Christian movies. One day Dennis asked me if I could read a paragraph about pleading the Christ as the savior so all sins could be forgiven and have an eternal life. I remembered that I asked really all my sins could be forgiven, and he said yes so I
read the paragraph in front him. Afterward he congratulated and asked me if I felt anything special but I really didn’t. He seemed not believing me.
I didn’t really have time to read the bible but picked up the knowledge bit by bit by asking basic questions like why, how, what is going to happen etc. At the same I realized that many religious people treat you well but don’t expect in return from you in any way since they believe eventually Christ will take care of them, which I think are quite admirable. But I also
assumed they might just like and try to help anyone in need.
I didn’t continue to attend church after a while since it seemed too remote from my school life. Seeking temporary warmth was ok but in the long run I had to depend on myself. Or maybe there was actually some other unknown
reason, like intervention from the insiders, or maybe not, nevertheless, I
discontinued spending time with Dennis but did ask for help like moving etc occasionally.
I still remembered my watching my first Christ movie based on the New
Testament in the college lecture hall with other Christian students; it was less dramatic adaptation than some current interpretations but still was
quite spiritually uplifting. Although you think he is the God but seen in a full human form, term and flesh, meek but proud, is quite impressive. I
started to understand why Dennis and his fellows as well as many good
Christians behave the way they are. Without overwhelming scientific proof,
based largely on a single yet timeless belief, that is, whatever the purpose of God, God eventually will come back, anyone can be saved as long as, but only if, one repents.
Many years later, my grandma passed away in Vancouver. She was a devoted
Christian and a school teacher and housewife. I didn’t grow up and only met with her until when I was 14 years old. She lived in Hong Kong with my
uncles and aunt and tried very hard to get me to study in Canada with the
help of her sons and daughter. If there was some kind of free lunch I ever
got I think it was from her. Of course she wasn’t rich in any way so she
couldn’t help me too much financially.
I remembered in her final moment while in coma, her church friends came to
visit her in the hospital and asked us to read the bible verses to her and
pray for her. As I read Lord is my shepherd… Although I left Christian
group and circle for a while already at the time of the prayer, I somehow
felt there was some kind unexplained feeling as that was the first time I
knew she is a Christian person. It was some kind of rarity in Asian society, and I always assumed she might be a Buddhist. I never made the connection
between Grandma and Lord until then.
Around the mid of the second year in Saskatoon, I then ran into the second
group, the insiders. I now know from some public resources like CBC
documentaries, during that period time, an American psychiatrist Dr Donald
Ewen Cameron, who was the head of joint American and Canadian Psychiatric
society, was leading and conducting various experiments in Canada and US,
mostly targeting local citizens, including North Americans natives. By
reasons mentioned above I unfortunately got noticed and became part of the
experiments with a different purpose, although I believe the methods they
used on me were about similar.
Professor Cameron was dead already.
Some of the victims in Canada were involuntarily locked up in the mental
hospitals under the name of behavior modifications. Some lost all their
memories as an adult and had to relearn everything from start, like how to
walk, after the release. In the past 30 years many of them formed a group
and tried several times to sue the Canadian and the US government. In one
recent court case, the victims won and got an official apology and
compensation from the US government.
In the meantime in the US and around the world many people who have the
similar experience committed by the insiders, formed a group and called
themselves “Targeted Individuals” and try to organize rallies in various
places like in DC and in Tokyo and London to expose the inhuman technology
forced upon them against their will.
As I mentioned before, it literally took a leap of faith to believe some
technology like this could possibly exist and for myself literally took 8
years from consciously aware of it to finally totally am convinced its very existence just recently, thanks for the help from other TIs here and around the world.
My Current Situation
After left my last job very recently largely due to non job performance
based issue but rather related with the fallout of the publicity of the
reality show, until now I still couldn’t find a related job not because of my technical skills. I might have to run to another less expensive place and for the same reason I might not be able to find another regular job again
anywhere.
Meanwhile insiders still keep communicating with me like before, although
less intrusive but seems no end in sight.
During this period, I have sent requests to various government agencies
based on the freedom of information act but only got the reply with no
information. I also tried to post the reality show case in various law
related websites and directly to some lawyers through emails but only got a couple of replied. One reply said that the time frame for lawsuit has
already passed and the other suggested me to find a lawyer to come up a new reasonable way to present the case as soon as possible.
That’s the reason I have decided to openly fight my case now.
I greatly appreciate your help to fight the case, especially if you have
resources in law or media related areas.
Please and thank you for sharing my stories with anyone.
My emails are
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